Procrastination

Bored bored bored.
Been offered two more days work, but means I've lost:

- 1 day- urgent shopping for clothes.

- 1 day to finish my application form.

Aik.

If you could change one major thing about your life, whether a relationship, your job, your living situation, your school, etc., what would it be? Are you currently working toward a serious life transition

Would have gone to a deaf sixth form.

Presently I am trying to transform my life, by doing the application form above.

Though life is actually pretty good for me right now. I've got a job (which I thought I'd struggle to get one of in the first place. ) Through a fortunate set of circumstances, I've also landed the best opportunity I'd wanted out of being a classroom assistant. I have very luckily found myself embedded in a culture I thought would be difficult to access, and without realising how far I've come until three days ago!

I guess this application form will be a return to what I think I should be doing in the long term future. Of course it is all unclear and unsteady if I could actually carve a career out of doing it. Yet alone get through this application stage. ( I loathe application forms- and have yet to be offered any interview based on my filing one in- damn things.)

Whats keeping me going is that as much as I do sometimes enjoy the job I am doing, it isn't a career, particulary as I do NOT wish to progress into teaching. So tomorrow I MUST FINISH it. MUST, ok?! And somehow fit it into my working schedule.

Aik.